Yes, I understand. My emotions have been all over the map although they have quelled for now, thank goodness. It's interesting that someone was feeling the same that we do so long ago. Sometimes, we think it is modern life stressors, but I guess every era has had it's stressors. I do wonder, though, with all of our perfect T's out there ( ) why this problem hasn't been solved. But alas, I know I must accept these feelings in order to move on. Thanks!