So, I just found out that my grandfather is being placed on hospice and isn't expected to last more than 10 days. This comes after losing my grandmother, cousin, and aunt all within 4 years of each other and now this. I just don't know how to go through this again, and it's horrible. I've been to too many funerals, and I don't want to do it again. I just want it to stop. I feel like I can't do this again, and I'm worried about the effect this death will have on my diagnosis. I just don't know what to do now.
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