I am headed up the manic side of the bipolar rainbow!! Tired of taking all these meds and having set backs. I seemed to be doing ok with the cocktail they were serving me! (or atleast I thought) I am getting the racing thoughts back, anxiety, not sleeping, angry rage and loss of concentration. I don't like this me, but I also don't like the me that generally comes after either. A happy medium would be ok. thought the meds were suppose to take care of this!!!! I guess it's not as bad as it was, who knows, I hate feeling hostile and p****d off at the world, kind of like I could break something or someone, anyways I needed to vent a bit, gotta call the pdoc tomorrow maybe he can give me a little tweekin!! Thanks,Jen