Rose is correct it is really very hard to get a bed in USA for just thinking about suicide. Talk to your T that's the only way they can effectively help you, if you are honest with them.
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…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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