

PS I assume you fell in love with your bf because he has some good qualities too! Try to resist thinking about you relationship in black and white. End of life care is so tough. You must at least take a small break from it--you are in crisis/majorly depressed and need to take some sort of action. "Selfishly" taking time for yourself is what you need to do. I am not sure how but there must be some way! Do you think you need to admit you are addicted to the vicodin?