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Originally Posted by Rose76
No, I don't.
It's futile to tell anyone anything. People get distracted by some detail and spin it into more than what it is. They turn away from the main problem that I try to point to. It's like I'm talking to walls.
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Just asking. Sorry if it offended you. I believe you. There is no reason to lie in an anomymos post. I won't mention it again....
I understand what you are saying--You feel like you have only had unhealthy relationships your whole life. That these relationships have held you back and/or fueled you depression. I ask myself all of the time-- Am I mentally ill? Or has my mood disorder been caused by my relationship with my spouse. And he is much healthier than your SO. That makes your situation even tougher.
My 30th Anniversary is in December. I care about my spouse but sometimes it is less than perfect. I have been trying to decide where its appropriate to take a stand. I have been trying to figure out how mentally ill I am (do my psych drugs make me feel more crazy? but once you start, it is hard to stop them.) I go to my new T on November 13th. I write a lot. So I can relate but am looking for answers as much as you are....
