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Old Nov 06, 2017, 02:39 AM
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Originally Posted by Trace14 View Post
I guess there will be no magic cure that's a one size fits all. I think talk therapy may help me, just to vocalize the past traumas and get an understanding of why I am as I am. But who knows , I may panic and shut down?
Wow, work sounds very stressful and busy. What is your job duty again? Are they going to fill that position? Is there anyone that can help you?
I work on our company website. Editing existing content, adding new content, custom coding to get results we are looking for. With our CMS knowledge of HTML and CSS are needed in order to do a lot of the work. Some can be done just within the site editor, but a lot has to be done via html and css.

I have no fully qualified backup in my division. I am working on training one person, but it's going to be awhile before she can independently do most of what needs to be done. There is one other co-worker who has about the same amount of knowledge as the person I am training. The only other people in our company that can help are in Systems, and they primarily handle the back end code. If I'm out of the office they will help with any high priority updates, but both of them have a full plate of their own projects to work on.

We actually have two positions open, a manager for the sub-team I work on, which has been open for a couple months and the manager that recently left. They are both posted but there haven't been any qualified applicants so far. Now there are rumors that another co-worker might be jumping ship. She took over merchandising from me two years ago and I don't want it back!
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~ A Tale of Two Sisters (Janghwa, Hongryeon) (2003)

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