when people around you keep badgering you about future plans and what you will do in the future when you can't support yourself now, how do you respond when......

when you shield everyone from the ugly ugly ugly truth:
- that it takes almost all you have just to go from day to day or week to week...
- that a person can't think about the future when it takes them 4 hours just to convince themself to get up for the day...
- that you've fought for too long that you don't have any fight left inside...
- that it's too hard to think about the future cuz you're not sure you'll even be there...

deep down you know how bad that sounds, even though some times it is the reality of the situation you are in