Well, my parents are away right now and return Tuesday. I can talk to them instead when I wake up and that will help. They are totally against him. They think he's bad news for me and saw all that he did to me. They didn't like how he behaved and treated me when we lived together. They also think he's a total liar, which he is. They doubt his stories about these two restaurants delaying him from starting work. They thought he lied about this, and now I doubt it, too.

Writing in my journal helps. I've re-read what I've written, and I had serious doubts after we got back together.

So, I can continue going out with my friends, talking to my family and friends about it, writing in my journal and talking in therapy about it. As far as developing new habits and routines? Well I need to stop calling the psychics, as you already know -- UGH!!!!!! I have a serious problem.