Well you could go half-way and email that there is something you definitely want to talk about next session but don't tell her what exactly. That way you get to practice encouraging yourself to take it with you to next session.

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what if it doesn't happen next time?

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What if it does

Or, what if talking about the desire to cry in session turns out to be equally meaningful to you when you do that next time?