You know what it's alright and good to laugh and no no one has the right to speak for me. I used to stand in mirrors and laugh, I got petitioned many times for that. Now I got frown lines which isn't good I stopped laughing cause I knew it would get me in trouble cops hand cuffs and all. They would always say I was off my meds when I wasn't.
My children were very young I didn't want to speak to my mom or petitioner. I don't have any friends or family to contact me. I was lonely. No adults in the house with me day in and out yes I wanted to sing. Now my laugh box is broken. I choke everytime I try to laugh. Wish I didn't stop laughing and singing. I didn't have the jitters though. I'm still home alone day in and out. I smoke 2 packs a day and because of it my doc won't cure my pneumonia. He is a Henry Ford doc.