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Originally Posted by black_kat22
when people around you keep badgering you about future plans and what you will do in the future when you can't support yourself now, how do you respond when......
when you shield everyone from the ugly ugly ugly truth:
- that it takes almost all you have just to go from day to day or week to week...
- that a person can't think about the future when it takes them 4 hours just to convince themself to get up for the day...
- that you've fought for too long that you don't have any fight left inside...
- that it's too hard to think about the future cuz you're not sure you'll even be there...
deep down you know how bad that sounds, even though some times it is the reality of the situation you are in
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I am sorry that you are struggling so much right now. But I understand how you feel because what you had to say has describe me in many ways. I feel like this all the time. If I could just snapped out of this phase I wonder what my life would be like. Other people in my family don't understand how I could feel so down, low, hurt, all the time. They think it is either all in my head or I should just get over it. Or it is not really that bad so what I consider to be problem everyone else around me say they aren't really problem.