I’m very sorry. This is sad but don’t blame yourself. Whenever I go IP, I tell people NOT to come visit. Nothing against them but I just want to spare my family seeing me in there like that. It’s more like me trying to protect them from hurting over my situation. I just say “no worries, I’ll be gone for the usual stretch and I’ll call you when I’m out!”

Some people are like that and then there’s those that depend on their daily visits. Just give your son some rest and time. It’s not your fault ((Hugs)).