good idea. i think i will email her that.

i'm not sure i want to tell her about my desire to cry, though. because i think then once it actually happens it will take away from it. then she'll be thinking about that i finally got what i wanted by crying instead of thinking about what actually made me cry? i dunno if that makes sense. but i def think i need to talk to her in some way about the way our session ended today. although, i'm not sure her knowing will change anything anyway..