Trying to prolong my hypomania which has faded out by drinking a tea that claims to give you energy and improve your mood. Also took 100mg instead of 150mg of clozaril last night. If I could stay hypomanic long enough to apply to a job, go to an interview, and do well in training that'd be great. I feel like the only time I'm able to do that is when hypomanic. Usually by then I'm either manic and lose the job because of inability to keep my mouth shut and thinking I'm going to go cross country and own all the six flags or I'm depressed and just don't show up. **** this illness.