I have been a reader here but have not posted.
I am going to have to go see old PDOC as insurance change.
We did not get along, everything I did was either mania or depression to her and would want to change meds.
She got to a a point after I was released from IP that I had called and was having problems, she told me she couldnt handle my emotions and wanted to send me to a program 2 hrs from family and job.
I have been ok stable for about 3 weeks and I dont want her to remember me from past and screw things up.
I dont have appt yet, so who knows when that will be.