Hi NewJourney
Firstly, welcome to PC!!!
And it sounds like you had a real tough day
including feeling abandoned by your friends, I'm sorry

Obviously I can't know why your friends would do that, but maybe (if you haven't already!!) you could talk to them about it............their reasons and how it made you feel??
But eitherway, you can get lots of support on here, and if you want to talk a bit more about what went on for you..........I'm/we're here.
Alison