(((((((((krazibean))))))))))))
It's so difficult having to leave T! That in and of itself is enough to make one cry, and to add other issues on to that, ugggghhhhhhh! It seems like you felt rejected by her not extending the time, and who wouldn't? I know you will feel better next session after talking this over with your T The tough part, I know, is in getting to the next session. About emailing your T, do it. Type it up and send it. Notice your emotions that are telling you not to do it because it makes you feel uncomfortable BUT do not act upon them. (I'm working this skill and am nowhere near mastering it) Tell her in the email that this is causing you a lot of pain and that you would appreciate a response, if possible (by return email or phone).