Similarly, early on in the dx process, I was bouncing on the couch insisting I didn't need the meds, haha. I was feeling GREAT and invincable! At the end of the session she just said, " Let me know when you change your mind." Sure enough, I called 3 weeks later, desperate, crashing hard and fast.

I don't doubt my BP dx. I do get tempted to go off my meds when doing well for a stretch though...I'm pretty good about not actually doing it though.