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need to pull myself together, need to stop feeling emotions
i already know what i gotta do in life, gotta be successful and perfect, itīd just be a hell lot easier if i had an empty vacant mind
Cause iīm stressed and scared and honestly i wanna quit, iīm too tired, i pray to God that heīll end my time on this earth, i donīt even believe in god so maybe i should take matters into my own hans
no,
i canīt do that, i gotta be there for my family, itīs not an option yet
all iīm saying is itīd be a lot easier if i didnīt have a brain, think iīm gonna pretend iīma robot like before or listen to a lot of bimbo hypnosis
bimbos are sexy and fun and happy and simple minded and they donīt have worries,
near goal future
finish that essay
seduce S
Clean room
Work on examination project
Pay library thing
Get S back
Lose weight
STOP BEING LAZY
Phew
i feel better
i have no one to talk to lmao so pathetic
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