well, number one your not alone because it seems a lot of people's sessions have sucked around here recently!!!!! But anyway, you definitely need to explore with him why he thinks your emotionally distant, and why it hurt you so much. i think if he knew you would react this way he never would have said it, or he would have put it differently maybe even to the point that you'd agree with him. I DONT think he hates you, thinks your bad/screwed up or whatever. and i think you know that too. I know you hurt, so you need to express this to him. its very important. maybe you can email him, or write him a letter to give next session. I just did something very similar if you read my recent thread. talk to him. express yourself. garauntee you will feel better. take care, ok?