He just gets quiet, and then him asking me if there is anything else he can do for me is a sure sign, that was my que that the session was at a end. I know he wasn't happy that I SI'd and that I over used some meds, does he think that I just do it because I want to %#@&#! him off.......maybe I am reading into this more then it is.....I don't know, not sure of much these days.........but I could of just not answered him when he asked me if I was doing these things.......he wants me to be honest, and the trust issue thingy....so I tell him, then I get that........it isn't the first time, but he usually tells me up front that he is upset or dissapointed or angry at me for harming myself, and then he feels like he isn't doing enough to help me.........but is isn't anybody but me, that can help me!!