Well, there are a lot of different 'me's' in my system... I don't just have one opposite. Not sure if I am understanding correctly or not, so gonna talk it out a minute ok? If I got it all wrong, lemme know, eh?

You mention having another impact you and your day to day life, thoughts, emotions, views of things, even your dreams, yeah? I get that. For better or worse, the others in my system do impact who I am and how I am and all of me on a daily basis. Right now I'm not entirely sure who all I am since I have so many close up in my head with me. That's gonna impact my words here with you, if I choose to get another cup of water or go for tea or say f*** it I'm waling to the store for some soda pop. It's gonna impact how I deal with friends, family... it impacts if I get up and exercise, clean, or sit on a couch all day. It will get me maybe mad about one thing one second, and laughing about something the next or maybe both at the same time. It's a trip and then some. It impacts more but I'm not trying to get into heavy or potentially triggery stuff...

Do you mean like that? Sorry... having a total space cadet day here and I soooo need clarification. Lulz.