I am really sorry that your recent T session upset you so much. I have to agree with Krazi that there seems to be A LOT of that going around right now. I was wondering earlier today if it was partly due to post-holiday stuff & everybody trying to get back in the "groove".

I don't really have any advice that I think would be more helpful than Krazi's, but one line did strike me in your post. You say, "I don't like him". It made me wonder if you are just feeling that way today cause you are hurt & upset or if you generally feel that way a lot about your t. You mention several incidences where you feel he wasn't there for you. If so, that's defiantely an issue that goes beyond your last session. I had to kind of laugh (sarcastically) at how limited you are with the phone calls. Sounds like you have to pencil your "crisis" in on your calendar. The limited availability must be hard to deal with sometimes.

Your post doesn't sound to me like you are emotionally distant at all. You sound very "in touch" with what you are feeling AND able to voice it. I wish I had advice for you. I guess I am feeling some concern about your relationship with your t in general. I hope you are able to express your unhappiness with his comment soon so it doesn't make you feel so shaky & hurt.

tulips