((((((((((Christina))))))))))

I'm sure he doesn't think you're screwed up. I'm sorry to hear that your session didn't quite go as you would have liked Its hard to go back to something (like T) with such high expectations and then see things go in exactly the opposite way you imagined. Maybe he didn't quite understand what you were trying to say and thats why he saw it as coming across that way? If it makes you feel any better, I wouldn't describe you as "emotionally distant" at all.

I know that you're not particularly feeling like going back there, but could you talk to him about how that comment made you feel? How you don't think it was accurate? And then proceed to tell him how you've been FEELING, as oppose to what you'd like to catch up on?

Try and have some patience with him...and don't lose hope yet. From what I know, you two have a pretty good relationship, so try and focus on the potential good that there is in up-coming sessions.

Much love my friend
Jacq