I'm okay right now. We just had dinner. I got him showered. Need to get myself showered.

Because I feel reasonably okay at the moment, I dread going to sleep. I have been waking up horribly depressed in the morning. It can take me hours and hours to climb up out of it, if I do. I don't want to fall asleep just to go all through this climb again tomorrow. The morning lethargy and apathy are disabling. I wonder if a stimulant in the morning would help me get started.