Riggs.... I sincerely apologize for offending you. There is nothing worse than opening yourself up on the internet to be made to feel worse.

Not talking to you in person I took your post as...I'm not going to say anymore..lol...because I obviously did not see the internal pain this is causing you and the courage it took you to put it out there.

My opinion remains the same thou...because after all the years I have had and all the men I have been in relationships with..I finally learned that to find the one...I truly have to just be myself...and not necessarily conform to societies dos and don'ts when starting a relationship...because my "true" self ends up showing after a period of time.

Like those please and thank yous...that is just not me...but I will tend to act like that at the start of a relationship...Now...I just try my hardest to pick up on WHEN I am acting as if I am politically correct.

Riggs...you will find someone eventually don't give up and always be yourself.
Again, I am sorry for offending you.