Hello, I know its been so many years.
Just wondering how are you doing?
Did you get a solution to stop thinking negative.
I have the same issue, im 23 years old and I was a victim from a pedophile.
And 3 to 4 months ago I had depression and suddently I cant stop thinking about how bad a person could be to children. Now I am thinking of it all the time. And Im even scared to be one. So everytime I see a baby o a child. I automaticly think bad things.