Uh Kimmy, you make me cry. I know we can't know why. i also know that I am a very compassionate loving soul, as are you. It just plain hurts so bad to have no one to hold the childhood. At 14 I was young enough that my friend still reached some of that child. I hate that you understand this, that anyone has to. Thanks for loving me and KNOWING. Lots of sloppy snuggles your way.