I feel a bit like a loser because my only good memories right now are from therapy. I don't have good memories with friends, family, I really don't have a social circle right now (except for my family and a few acquaintaces that I rarely see). So I feel like a loner and it's my fault because I'm too avoidant. When I feel bad I think about moments in therapy and I feel affection towards him, I even start giggling or smiling.