That's interesting and I'll keep it in consideration. I think the post was more about my anger over my inability to even connect with or care about music. It's hard to express. My mind and my fingers stumble and can't grasp anything. I think I am severely depressed. I don't know if success comes into the equation because of this. There's no chance of success the way I am right now. I am sinking.

You see, I can't even maintain any anger over it.