Hello,
I've been on here before but was a bit scared or whatnot to talk about things in a calm manner. Anyhow, is there anyone in the 12 steps that doesn't get it? Sometimes it seems like people in this town try to ruin my life because I don't go to AA. The psychiatrist and therapist used to say I'm schizotypal, now they say they don't know but I am on the schizophrenia spectrum...maybe schizoeffective because I have crazy mood swings,,,and when I get real down like today, I don't want to go on. I like some of the people at AA but some trigger me, if you know what I mean. I'm also agnostic and it seems like a faith based organization. I try to do things with my own way and I guess people don't like it. Well if anyone could offer some advice I'd appreciate it.