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Originally Posted by Só leigheas
I can take it out of the bottle, I can sit and stare at it and even fidget with it. I can bring myself to actually take this pill.
That's what I'm dealing with right now. I'm just trying to will myself to take it. It shouldn't be this hard. Should it? Should I be this opposed to taking this stuff when I know it helps with things that nothing else has helped? Yes, I hate the side-effects, but I can't say that that's my issue with taking the damn meds.
Why is this so hard?
Does anyone know what I'm talking about? How do you deal with this?
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Can't argue with feeling. Most days I would rather eat rat s___ with a straw than take meds. I absolutely hate the idea. But.........when I don't take them I hate how I feel even worse. You've been tinkering with these meds for a while now and the reason I know this is from your post. You seem paranoid, hopeless and no fight left in you. I hate seeing that way, because you deserve better. Taking the prescribed dose one time is not going give you the benefit you need. Keep taking it and push yourself to get motivated, start out small. I've seen a happier or maybe it's a more comfortable So'leigheas when you are taking the meds. Meds take time to balance out in your system, could take a month or two.
If you just can't deal with the meds check with your pdoc and see if there's something else that would help.
I just want you to feel better. I care about you.
