I wanted to quit because I made a promise to myself to try to do things that I know are healthy and good for me. I have had a lot of success with not cutting though my desire is very high right now. However, I spoke with my T and told her the things I needed to do to take care of myself so I don't get to a cutting place. Better med management by me, eating at least three nutritious things per day, Drinking my water, taking my vits, slowing down at work and processing before acting, having a mid day "meal" away from my work or desk. Not while driving in the car being paged with 2 cell phones ringing, but in solitude. I see I am in danger of starting up again. The longer I go the easier it gets. I am motivated by scars slowly fading. I am motivated because I know it's not good for me and I want to be healthy.