((((((((((((((((((((((((onlymedid))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) You are no failure. Maybe you used the only resource you felt you had to get through. I am sorry that it is causing you so much pain. I am also sorry that because you used SI that you feel so bad. You have done so well try not to let a set back give you so much distress. I am here and believe in you.

BB