((((Jinnyann)))) ... forgive yourself hon, you've been under stress.... for a very long time.... many of us, including myself, dont always behave ideally under stress...

its always the best i can hope for is to learn from my mistakes... even if others do not recognize them as mistakes... self-criticism is a tool but a weapon also...

the best i can do is forgive myself for being imperfect and heal as quickly as i can...

im touched by this much self examination Jinny... you have accused yourself before of wearing your heart on your sleeve...

i would like to feebly express how i feel and sense your pain...

a fellow sleeve hearted human just trying too...

take care Jinnyann... drink from the healing wells....