I started off my day feeling pretty comfortable. Now, for some reason, I feel like a terrible person.

I don't do well in work situations; I've never mixed well with coworkers, where people essentially have to be nice to me, but I feel as though people don't really want to be friends with me.

I have always had trouble maintaining confidence in myself. I wish I had an eff it attitude because, really, it doesn't matter if my coworkers accept me, does it? I have (very few) friends. I have goals which fulfill me. But I suppose I remember all of the rotten things I've ever done or said to people--which is a lot of things--and I believe that I'm a horrible, terrible person.