I still busy with RL problems. So, this time is not a dark story but a real experience.

Lately, I feel weird. I feel like there is another person in my mind. A boy. Not a dream boy or RL person that I have crush on. How to explain? I mean... another me… This boy is another me. I've been switching between 'him' and me for few days.

I had been getting sleep paralysis until it eventually stopped almost 2 years ago. Now, I'm getting it again. Not everyday, around 2 or 3 times per week. I don't know why. I hate this.

My dreams become more vivid than usual. I begin to dream about people that I'm not close to. They aren't nice dreams. They are nightmare. They scared me.

I don't know if it some form of psychosis or whatever it is. I hate this.