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Old Nov 08, 2017, 07:05 AM
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Down deep, did you leave to try and get her to connect with you and take responsibility for healing a rift, meaning a ruptire( which IS her responsibility) or because you have an inner voice realizing this is the wrong therapist for you?
It sounds like so much pain and turmoil between you and your T, when is feels so much better to be on the same team and work side by side in accord.
My feelings shift and change over the days and weeks; sometimes I am suspicious & defensive, other times I feel understood . I made a rule for myself not to "act" anything out the times I feel bad and like making a statement of hurt feelings by not showing up or walking out, and to use words only. It has been hard, but it forces me to either quit or stay, my choice. I wonder if you could observe yourself and your T to your T? Just say you notice you left early, bc there is a rupture not getting addressed, and you are losing faith in all of it?
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