No longer manic after an increase in the clozaril. Feeling pretty ****** actually, mentally and physically. Might take a small dose of clozapine just to check out, though I have group later. I'm not driving though so what do I care.
This illness is cruel. For the first time in a while I felt hopeful for the future, felt creative, and had the energy to get stuff done.
*Trigger* Did a number on my body SH wise this morning. That's more PTSD related though.