Yes today I went to my classes. I casually met 3 new people, and I think one of them is interesting and I really want to talk more with him! This girl sat in a different place with her group and I had the feeling that she was saying to them "look it s that weird girl" but since I'm really sensitive to criticism maybe I'm making that up. But I had the sensation of being weird. But luckily these 3 new people were gentle, not judgmental, and I think one of them is like me, introverted and with social anxiety! So it's like I lose that girl but new things came to my way...I didn't like that girl that much so it's good in a way that I lost her. I know that it's weird to avoid her, like I don't want to be seen as mean, but she was the first that kept avoiding me, and her actions triggered my anxiety so badly!
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At every moment of our lives, we all have one foot in a fairy tale and the other in the abyss.
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