Sorry Bjornen, that's sad.

I can't say I really do that. But only because I've never really had a blissful time. I've been very happy. But the further I got away from my childhood, the better I got.

So I've had to be quite clear-eyed about myself. I know that diaries from even my happiest times (if I had them) would be full of struggle and pain.

There's a saying... or it might be a quote by a writer...

"The older I get, the better-looking I used to be."

I'm going off on a tangent. That isn't your situation. You seem like a lovely person now. Keep looking forward.