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Originally Posted by Trace14
That's exactly what this is. Do you feel different now? Or is this a constant feeling? You don't have to answer if you don't want to.
Glad the test was negative, and you are here with us. 
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Thanks - it's still there, I try to push it into the background. It was a factor in not looking after myself for years and ending up getting diabetes. I couldn't kill myself properly, but I also couldn't care enough about myself because I didn't really want to live either. I have to fight this all the time. Sometimes it wins, sometimes I do, sometimes it's a draw.