Hi Kote,

You are only 27 years old and have your whole life ahead of you.

Don't worry, keep doing what you are doing and keep looking out for other work. If you have access to a computer and the internet, use resources like edx.org, coursera.org and khanacademy to pick courses and learn new skills.

The coding camp is good stuff, keep at it. Don't worry about a partner yet, it will all fall into place.

I am like you, only in a different job, i feel trapped where I am and depressed too (waiting for my next state of hypomania) and want to do all I have told you above.

I am hopeful and determined I will overcome this. Stay determined and good luck!

Seek professional help, and it does help to be able to talk to someone. So keep talking to your mom.