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Old Nov 08, 2017, 07:33 PM
Fernwehxx Fernwehxx is offline
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I hear ya. 100% me. I even told him this, did you tell yours?
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He was completely ok with it. He has not changed at all, which I was worried about, literally almost threw up before I told him I was that scared.... but we have the exact same relationship as we always have.

He also told me I am allowed to contact him after therapy ends and even come by to visit sometimes. So it kinda helped but the feelings of wanting to hang out with him, are still hard to deal with it and sometimes I cry about it.
That's nice. I may tell her.
I'm scared she may distance herself after, or obviously reject me, which I know I couldnt deal with well.
In a way, I really want her to know how much she does for me. Shes more personal and approachable than any T I have had before. And, she really gets me. I live it when she laughs, and I love it how she tells me exactly the things I have always wanted to hear.
I am truly thankful that I found her, and I coyldnt do therapy with aomeonw I sont feel a strong connection for. Been there, done that, and all I do is chat, pretend, but I can't let go and go deep enough to really open up. With her, I can. I look forward to our appointments all the time, as is I were meeting a friend for some coffee....
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Severe depression
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Thanks for this!
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