I am sorry if you feel that way. I think a change of scenery is your best bet to alleviate depression. Maybe a trip to some very poor countries will change your perspective and put you back in the ropes. Going to indigenous tribes in remote places are good, too! You will see a different perspective in life; no politics, no petty bickering, no oversexed music videos, no aggressive marketers - just pure attachment to nature and what she gives us. But first, hire a professional cleaner for your house and have it redesigned or re-arranged to your suprise.