Oh how I wish I could say all the things inside that just can't and won't come out. I know that nobody is perfect, but you are as close to perfect for me as anybody I have ever met. I can't imagine ever trying to fight this battle if you had not come along. I know I have to be so unbelievably frustrating to you and I really hope that I have not done to many things that you are finally beginning to think there is no hope or that you are tired of dealing with all my drama, but please don't give up on me.. please