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Originally Posted by DowdyTheFifth
I think I understand your pain, I went through my first episode of Psychotic Depression when I was 15, and I kept on wondering if I was the same person as I was before. I wonder how I had forgotten the way I acted just 8 months prior. And with my current episode of Psychotic Depression, I struggle to understand if the way I'm acting now is the same way that I was acting just a few months back before I started college.
I hope you start to feel better. 
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I see that you are new to here, is it? I too am a newcomer. Thank you for your comforting words, DTF. I am glad that both of us can relate to this, which is beyond mere feeling, but it is REAL. I also have Psychotic Depression. I would see a place that is not supposed to be there, but then it is there that others cannot see since I was 15, especially, until now. A lot of the times that it continued on a daily basis, so much that I feel I belong to this other place than in reality. The number of places have increased overtime too. I have read your post in the psychosis section as I do recall also. I am so sorry to hear of your nightmarish horrors that you have to live with everyday. It sure is frightening.