I totally had a good session yesterday. T helped me put my experience of having an inner civil war into words. I told him that my two parts, independent vs. dependent part basically have competing interests. What is and has been really odd for me, is that my independent part is more in control than it used to be. And I've been more motivated lately and it's just weird. I haven't texted T for quite awhile because I haven't felt the overwhelming need to, although sometimes I think that I might want to but it didn't meet my criteria of, it's time to text T now. So, I told T that I didn't feel an intense need, but basically that I think my dependent part might still want to text him but because it doesn't feel like a life or death situation (which it used to feel) that I haven't been contacting him. He told me since lately I have been not contacting him, that maybe I should try texting him this week. I'm not sure what this is going to look like. I am so thankful for him.