different for everyone. for me it's very much how i'd describe the feeling of a best friend, which is why i have intense feelings of wishing we could be friends....
from day 1, we teased and joked around with each other and over the past 7 months have done it more and more and found out we have tons in common, so its easy to just talk about things....
its also something that, i feel at ease around him, I'm not scared or thinking he hates me. i can say whatever, no matter how silly or stupid it may seem..... and i know he is ok with it.
its also the serious part of our relationship, the part where he is the only person i feel comfortable hugging, and crying with. the part where he can call me on something and i am not offended but i know he means well and is right.
any other circumstance in the world where we were not bound by rules, 100% promise we would be good friends, that is the kind of connection we have. of course i too, rarely have this with people which makes the rules all the more frustrating and it takes time to build this, oh and he is the person i trust most in my life.... so that part too
i guess i would just say for someone who does not get this often, you just know, its a intense feeling like no other, and you know in your heart it feels right.
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